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Life can get complicated. I don't know how many times I asked God what He was doing. Don't act like I'm crazy.. if your reading this and you honestly feel like you know exactly whats going on in life then please e-mail me so you can pray for me! This is the age where I need to sacrifice the most and at the same time enjoy my youth because like they always say "YOLO". Its been 6 months since anyone has seen my mom and it scares me. Just in case you don't know my mother has been a homeless drug addict my whole life. Unfortunately she haven't received any real help and has only gotten worst as time goes on. Hayward isn't too big of a city and she was always close by. The hard part about this whole thing is she is so close to touch, but at the same exact time she is so far away. She has been the reason why I weep before God for years now. 
If you been at church as much as I have then you know that it is a big deal to pray right? The bible couldn't push prayer enough. 1 Thessalonians 5:17 says " pray without ceasing" Like its totally easy right? NOPE. You have to develop a prayer life. 
I personally never got the whole personal prayer life thing down just yet. I've done 24 hour prayer and 90 hour prayers. I've had prayer meetings at my high school compass and in my youth group, but never in my home. For many reasons that were not that great too. 

Prayer is powerful and lucky for me I will have the best prayer life because of my complicated life. 

AHHH you see how I am tying this together? We get all upset because life isn't easy for us, and we want to point fingers at God, and at people. We see our pain and mistake our suffering for weakness right? If that's  you missed it dude. James 1:1 say "Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy." Why? Because if life was easy for you then I highly doubt you can ever weep before the Lord. I doubt you will pray. My pains today make me strong for tomorrow. Yeah my mother is all jacked up today, but I will never loose hope in God. In my last post I wrote about my dreams and how I was stuck and with prayer God confirmed my hearts desires. 

The Bible says in Philippians 4:6 Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. 

It wont be easy but I kinda challenge you and myself to pray at least once a week (not on a day when you go to church) by your self and pray about what going on. Be encouraged that your truly not alone and be thankful for the little you have because there is always someone worst off than you. 

I want to created a blog that can help you.. 
What pushes you to pray? Whats so hard about praying? Is there anything that I can pray with you for? To be honest I am pretty much a open book, therefore if there is anything you want to know about me or what I believe in then please don't be lazy or scared just ask me and I will do my best to answer your questions and concerns. Maybe ill make a Ask.me so it wont be too weird? LOL 

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Love you and God bless